i have spent countless hours of my life in process. ideas, conversations, sideways glances, motivations of the heart, the possibilities of what could have or should have been. successes, failures, regrets, desires, hopes, intentions, relationships, the future, the present, the past. the wheels of my mind spin endlessly as i seek truth and to be transparent and wholly who i am created to be. this is why i have decided to start a public blog once again, to track the journey of where i am currently and to where i am going and hopefully inspired and be inspired in the process.
honestly, it's a love-hate relationship we have; my brain and i. i have learned i can't believe everything i think and sometimes it's hard to wrap my brain around what i want to believe. i am constantly living in inspiration or am continuously seeking for it. this blog is a place for me to process, to invent, to discover and to express the hidden treasures that my creator has deposited inside this very complex daughter of His. i dont know what He was thinking.
i think sometimes He looks into my heart and my life and with a big dopey grin on his face he shakes his head and says,
"yep. see that one...that's my kid. yep, the awkward one in the front row who can't seem to catch on as quickly as the rest...she's mine."
the goal : to experience life in it's fullness and embrace every possibility of the depths of my Jesus. to breathe and feel deeply, and to live as though i belong to Him in every word that finds refuge in the pages of this blog.
No comments:
Post a Comment